on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 wolves.
One is Evil. It is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance,
self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride,
superiority, and ego.
The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility,
kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and
The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his
grandfather, "Which wolf wins?"
The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." "
BUT I WILL TELL YOU WHAT IS INSIDE ME...
A fat girl and the woman I want to become.
& when I say fat girl, I don't mean it LITERALLY, although I bet she is fat since I'm always feeding her! But seriously, by fat girl, I mean the bad side that I over indulge in. By unhealthy food choices, insecurities, bad decision making, everything that encompasses the enormous mass of gluttony badness within myself. Feeding her is an immediate satisfaction, short term fulfillment..
& then there's the woman I want to be. She's successful, happy, satisfied, secure, and independent. The idea is there, the plan is there but there's nothing immediately satisfying or fulfilling about feeding her. It's all blood, swear & tears.
-UH NO. By clean I mean, fresh, non-processed food. I've been staying away from starchy, complex carbs and have been avoiding sugar, by all means necessary.